Why I Decided Not To Quit Blogging?

Just yesterday as I was browsing through this blog, I felt really guilty of not posting for quite some time. I had to postpone blogging for a while because of all the incidences and circumstances happening in my personal life. Being subjected to a lot of negativity in this period, it was really hard for me to stay positive and continue on the plans for my online endeavors. However, I think it is about time I gathered myself and moved on.

Now when I think about it, I could have handled some of the situations a lot differently; a lot more positively. But it is what it is. Don’t get me wrong here. I am going to man up and say I should have been able to prevent a lot of things from happening. But anyway the bottom line is I love blogging so much that I decided to jump back into the bandwagon again.

For a while I did think about stopping blogging period. Well shit happens to the best of us. All the negativity was generating a domino effect in my life and it seemed to me that nothing was going right. I am not writing this for any sympathetic reasons. I just figured I needed to put my feelings in words in order to stay positive.

It all started to unfold pretty soon after grandma passed away. Everything from my personal life, health and finances started going downhill. I got separated from my wife. I was broke. Financial reasons, family tensions, not being able to be constantly around my daughter and a whole bunch of other things, one after another, resulted into me hitting the rock bottom. As the saying goes – it never rains, but it pours – I also stared losing the vision in my left eye. Come to find out I have a cataract. The doctor said because of all the stress I have been going through the cataract has started to get bigger. I need to get it surgically removed as soon as possible. But, despite all the negativity, I am stronger and more spiritual now than ever before.

Frankly, when I was at it, I had the feeling of some kind of achievement from this blog. And this is exactly what I was thinking yesterday that led me to sit down and write this post. I mean I couldn’t let all the time and effort I had put into this blog, so far, go down the drain. I believe what has been published in this blog carries a lot of value to my readers. Besides, I know there are a lot of you out there who would kill to own a blog like this.

I want to genuinely thank all my readers, subscribers, blogging friends, non-blogging friends and family members for writing emails, tweets, messages and comments wanting to know what was going on. I really appreciate the love from you guys and hope I continue to receive it in the coming days. The love you have shown has helped me revaluate and reflect back on why I started this blog in the first place. And I know you all have given me the will to re-gather and reinvent my better self.

After the eye surgery, I also have plans on going back to college and graduate. Juggling between work, blogging and school is not going to be easy. It is going to take unparalleled time and effort. But this is something that needs to be done in order to better my life. Upgrading and adding on to my knowledge base is also going to help me make better future decisions in life.

Life is unpredictable: We may come across roadblocks, hit rock bottom or our interest may change gradually as time rolls on. Nonetheless, we don’t always get a second chance. After not blogging for a while it felt like I let a lot of people down. I feel like I even let myself down. No I can’t let this happen. I am back from the hiatus.

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-Adam Paudyal.

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